I was being paranoid.. according to Sanglay. I guessed I did burn bridges and build walls. It's not as welcoming as compared to the previous theme parks. But like any other roller coaster rides, I think I am getting the hang of it. Just stick to basic beliefs.. without them I truly would be nobody, wont we all? We all have something to hold on to. In the end, its not about the brains, wealth or power.. Its about heart. Its a different playing field now, the stakes are higher and there is so much to lose. Have I been too ignorant or just shielded from all the bullshit when I was enjoying my stay in wonderland. The moon stared me in the face last night telling me that nothing last forever and when I came back to the same spot, the moon was gone. Gone all the Gung-ho days of putting fist ahead of rational contentions or is it? It would be ahelluva lot easier won't it? But doubt you can escape from the clown this time around if you get yourself in the shit hole..
nvm.. for now will just burn bridges, build walls and kiss ass...
Will let myself out now and then to test the waters.. all in good time... all in good time.....
PS: Janet Hsieh is actually quite hot.
